Love is a bridge between two hearts

9/11.  exactly 8 years ago, we experienced something very tragic, many of us lost loved ones, i lost one too, normally i will write about it but this year i decided to post it on here. i remember that exact day so exact. i was in third grade, and my teacher told us that the president; george w. bush was underground and people are invading our country. we were third graders, we didn’t really get that, but everyone started goin g home, and my parents were already divorced, my dad lived in a different town and my mom was at work, so i had to wait until the other day with a few other kids in my class, everyone just started leaving. it was so confusing, once i got home i watched cartoons, and the next day i learned what happened from my mom. Each year after that i remember us talking about it basically all day. I always thought the whole 9/11 didn’t interact with the other countries, i thought it wasn’t that huge; in 7th grade my best friend victoria, told us about her perspective she is from france and it was very hectic, and people thought they would go there next or something, and this year we talked about it in my first/second American Studies class and i never thought about how we are going to have to talk about this, to our children & grandchildren. this is a very touchy subject to me, and most Americans because like i said earlier, i lost my uncle who i loved very much, and my mom’s friend’s husband. Over 2,000 people died that day, all of you will never be forgotten; and same with everyone who helped,  police, firefighters, ambulence, etc. & Honestly, i think this whole situation they thought we’d be weaker, but it just made us stronger as a country<3 WE WILL NEVER FORGET SEPTEMBER 11, 2001.

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my second day of school [everyone else third day] it was a pretty okay day, every morning i go to D2 creepiest floor at my school to go to carly’s locker & hang out with catherine, kristen, & jomae. so that makes my day a good start off point if i don’t start off my day with them, theres just something different, normally bad different.

FIRST & SECOND PERIOD - AMERICAN STUDIES okay, so i walked up to American studies with Catherine, had to talk because Rebecca’s boyfriend was in my seat talking to her. Over the weekend we had to pick two words that define america, and write some about each word. i picked ETHNICITY, and DEMOCRACY! those are pretty good words right ? WRONG. ethnicity,  was too common, even though nobody had it -.- & democracy rebecca & megan  decided it was a ‘political’ word, and a ‘big’ word; seriously ?! Isabella was on my side(: but ugh, they make me annoyed -_- so we presented Rebecca & Megan’s word; go figure right, Evolution and Diversity. It was fine except that this new girl hates my best friend, and me, and my best friend’s friend. because we said ‘shit’ to her and stuff; honestly i didn’t whatever though she could sit on me ):

THIRD PERIOD - CONCERT CHOIR; FML. ahhhh, i hate this class; i got stuck in it & so many fucking freshman. so i talk to christina(: & these two kindergarten ‘pals’ sit behind me, and they still haven’t realized they’re in highschool, they  did but not socially they didn’t -_-

now the rest of my classes were pretty great except, intro to psych because i don’t know anyone its so awkward especially when you have to pick partners ):

oh & when  i got home, i told my mom i needed my geometry & chemistry book covered, she didn’t bring home anything to do that & then she tells me to cut the grass SERIOUSLY !?

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“turn and walk away, forever. was it my mistake or did we just get to close ?” for most people this is just a sad song from stuck in the subarbs disney original movie. for me this actually means something. This year i met my best friend, & its hard for me to keep a best friend apparently, but there was something different about her i could tell her anything it’d be just so easy. If we didn’t talk every day we’d ask eachother what happened, and stuff; she lives in brookfield. did she die ? yes, and no. she is still alive, but she died from my heart. We got in one fight before it lasted a week, worst week of my life. we got over it and hung out again, you know how if your with someone for too long? yeah, not her she was great. one weekend, we went to a party, hung out saturdaynight & sundaynight; and didn’t get sick of eachother & we texted eachother like 24/7 and truly, i miss those days. The last week of school, i found out i would be going away for a month, we hung out before i left to go to Georgia. We kept texting, she stayed my best friend until the second week, of saturday night. i rememeber i remember it so exact. i was texting my friend who was also her friend. i told her i was going to get drunk, cause well i dont know why i told her .. because then she told my best friend we got in a huge fight! i cried, and wasn’t going to drink & talked to amanda ; my georgia friend(: she calmed me down. and since i’ve been home i hung out with my .. ex bestfriend ): twice. my party, and once @ the mall. & things just aren’t the same. she was trying to protect me, and i wish she just wanted me back in her life, like i want her back in mine .. <//3 for the record, if your wondering i did end up drinking cause i couldn’t handle stress through texting, and i ended up texting one of my best friends brett & we drunk texted(;  but back to the quote i stated earlier,  i started telling my ‘bestfriend’ everything, and im scared we just got to close so when everything ended it ended with a BAM worse than a breakup ):

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